Friday, July 24, 2009

i feel really upset. really i do. i'm not about to be a hypocrite. i like to gossip, i admit so when the gossip is about me, i just gotta smile and endure it. but when its something i can neither deny or agree then it gets messy.
but since when should it matter to anyone else? have i hurt anyone in the process? if so, please step forward coz i will sincerely apologise.

on another note, when you meet someone who could be a potential soulmate in a multitude of ways or in just one way. it doesnt mean you'll stay with him. a chemistry so powerful is hard to ignore but who's to stop the sparks? am i to feel guilty? for something so pure, so real? we're running on emotions, not logic.
i dont know why but were we too oblivious to the world going by? people noticing things that i miss, things i cant see. i cant say much but this much i know - he means a lot to me. and i'd be damned to let him go.

i admit i care.
he does too.
i love to talk.
he listens with a open heart.
he's everything i want,
he's everything i need.
he knows what to say
to make me feel ok.

i'll be ok.

what we could have been, 1:39 am.